My first external HSC exam came and went this morning – Ten minutes with a japanese teacher, employed as an examiner by the Board of Studies, in a classroom at Newtown Performing Arts School. As was the case with my trial exams, which are themselves almost over, I went into today’s speaking skills examination knowing I wasn’t as prepared as I should have been, and that my results weren’t going to reflect the potential I have.
Can you really blame me though? – I’m compulsively unmotivated, having a serious aversion to study.